I was feeling a little confused at the cottage this morning. I’ve been so unmotivated, so tired, so content to just sit and stare. That’s just not me. And, yet, it has been me for a while now. Where is my energy? Where is my inspiration? After all, it’s Dannie who’s going through radiation therapy. It’s normal for him to feel tired and listless right now, not me. So what gives?
I was directing my questions to The Universe and fully anticipating some enlightening answer when I heard a THUMP. Something had hit the glass of the French door. I looked out to see a wren lying dazed on the front deck. I swooped up the tiny creature just before my cat pounced on it. I shooed the cat away and took the bird inside.
I sat in my rocking chair, cuddling the delicate thing in my hands. I looked at its beauty, watched it breathe, and wondered what would become of it. I decided that for the moment, it didn’t matter. I would simply hold it, rock in the chair, and appreciate the rare gift of holding a tiny bird in my hands.
After a while, it squirmed a little and then hopped onto my shoulder. From there, it hopped to my knee and then flew toward the window. I gently picked it up, opened the door, and threw it high into the air. I watched until it flew out of sight.
Back in the cottage, I thanked the Universe for such an amazing experience. And then I heard the message, “You are like that little bird, a bit dazed but basically okay. I will hold you safe in my hands until you are ready to fly again. Just rest here for a while and let me enjoy the miracle that is you.”
Okay … who could argue with that?
Very good Barbie..
What a beautiful story! It’s so important to remember unique and special blessings like this. I’m glad that bird landed in your hands and that you had this experience!
I love this story, Barbie. It has so much truth and meaning at how we need to have faith and trust, not always question our feelings, just be. You are a beautiful writer and full of oodles of inspiration. I am going to take a leap of faith and say, that your down times bring very big gifts.
Gosh, honey…that made me misty-eyed. I would like to hear the cat’s version of the event.
The cat went back to the big house without me … and didn’t speak to me until after I had put a full can of cat food down for him. But I think he’s still a little miffed.
Yeah…no surprises there! LOL!!! And, now that I think a bit more about your interesting intercourse with The Force this morning, I cannot also help but wonder how the avian participant views his (or her) unusual adventure.
Great story Barbie, I can just see you enjoying that little bird!! I’ve been thinking about you and Dannie lately, and hope things are going well for Dannie (and you of course!) I am planning on doing El Camino in Oct this year, if you are interested? We met on the Niagara cycling exchange, and we talked about it a bit.
YO, Lynn!!! GREAT to hear from you! Barbie and I would LOVE to see you and your significant other (his name escapes me) some time this year. And thanks for thinking and asking about me. I am finer than frog fur. My radiation zapping regimen is over half over and I have only had minor side effects. They will completely disappear in less than two weeks after the final session with the cancer cannon (May 7) and the prognosis for a complete cure is quite good.
You just made my day as tears fill my eyes and joy fills my heart. Life is precious and perfect. Thank you.
Barbie; you paint beautiful images not only with brushes….but with words as well. Thank you for sharing.
So beautifully described. Thanks for sharing — it was a good thing for me to hear today as well.
You are an amazing writer, I could see and feel exactly what you were experiencing at that very moment..as I, too, have walked where you have walked and am sure most have also. Yes, being in the NOW and seeing every thing as it is, in it’s perfection–supports us to jump start, reboot our self and breathe in the blessings of a new day. The Universe delivers exactly what we need at that very moment; we just have to listen and see with our hearts and eyes wide open. Barbie, bless you and thank you for sharing your writings and heart.
As always your insights are amazing and words are inspired. Thank you for sharing we learn from you!!
Joan
This is great! I love you, Barbie, you always inspire me!!!
I love that story so, so much. Your journey allows me to feel it as well, and I am grateful. Thank you for being vulnerable enough to share your journey with the rest of us.