This is a scheduled post.  I am writing this Wednesday night after I have lesson time with God.  I love moments when God really speaks to me.  I have been rebuked, slighlty convicted and revelations have been given to me–Christian stuff 🙂

God has given me summer and you know I am so fired up for God.  I want to devote summer to Him.  I want to do everything for Him for the advancement of His Kingdom.  I want to serve Him and get to know Him and love Him and enjoy His presence.  I finally have a grasp of what E told me before in one of our conversations about God–that I have found what I’ve been looking for–and He’s God.

I have finally found God.  He is my reward.  At the end of it all, I want God to be my reward.  To be in His presence for eternity–it’s what  heaven is.  Other blessings are just bonuses.

Now is also my season of maturity.  I’m not sure how it will happen but I trust in God.  Right now, I’m working on my vertical relationship.  Actually, God is working on my vertical relationship, which is my relationship with God.  And somehow in one of my reflections, I saw that God would also be working on my horizontal relationship, like He was telling me, “It’s not only gonna be you and Me…I’m gonna share you with the community, with someone…”  Somehow the community part is clear, I just added as my own interpretation the someone part.  Hehe 🙂

This summer, I won’t let fear hinder with serving God.  I will do everything that I want, like I’ve always planned, for God.  Hopefully, God allows me to and gives me opportunities to serve Him.  It will be an honor. 🙂