スーン || Soon

歌詞

昨日とこれからの自分
どこまで認められるのか
次第に生きてる心地は
擦れて薄まって

昨日とこれからの君を
どこまで許容出来るのか
いつか汚した軽薄が
重く降りかかる

聞き捨てならない
その台詞かつても
何度でも同じ
答えを招いて

もう 偽り等はやめて
君の真実を教えて
名も知らぬ風はうたう
君の全てを愛せたら

己に変化を望めば
離別は避けられぬという
互いの生命の重みが
此れを繋ぐのか

誰にも愛されぬ侭に
これまで歩んできたのか
ふと振り返れば後は
やけに見晴らしがいい

要らないもの等 とうに失くしていた

もう 優しさも憎しみも
癒えない この胸の痛みも
名も知らぬ風にのせて
私の全てを許せたら

何時何時迄 続くの？
はやく自分を認めたい

Romanisation

kinou to kore kara no jibun
doko made mitomerareru no ka
jidai ni ikiteru kokochi wa
surete usumatte

kinou to kore kara no kimi wo
doko made kyoyou dekiru no ka
itsuka yogoshita keihaku ga
omoku furikakaru

kikisute naranai
sono serifu katsute mo
nando demo onaji
kotae wo maneite

mou itsuwari nado wa yamete
kimi no hontou wo oshiete
na mo shiranu kaze wa utau
kimi no subete wo aisetara

onore ni henka wo nozomeba
ribetsu wa sakerarenu to iu
tagai no inochi no omomi ga
kore wo tsunagu no ka

dare ni mo aisarenu mama ni
kore made ayunde kita no ka
futo furikaereba ato wa
yake ni miharashi ga ii

iranai mono nado tou ni nakushite ita

mou yasashisa mo nikushimi mo
ienai kono mune no itami mo
na mo shiranu kaze ni nosete
watashi no subete yurusetara

itsu itsu made tsudzuku no?
hayaku jibun wo mitometai

Translation

My past and future selves –
To what extent can I accept them?
Gradually, my sense of living
Grew blurred and weak…

Your past and future selves –
To what extent can I tolerate them?
Someday, my contaminated fickleness
Will fall heavily upon you…

It’s inexcusable.
I heard those words in the past,
And no matter how many times I hear them
They will always lead to the same answer.

Enough! Stop lying to me,
And tell me the truth.
The nameless winds will sing,
If you’ll let me love you, completely.

“If you wish to change yourself,
Then separation is inevitable.”
Is that, the weight of our respective lives,
What ties us together?

Have I really managed to come this far,
Being unloved by everyone?
After unintentionally reminiscing,
My outlook became so very clear.

I got rid of everything I don’t need… long ago.

Enough! This tenderness, this hatred,
And this unhealing pain in my chest –
They’ll all be carried away by the nameless winds
If you can forgive me, completely.

How long, how long will this continue?
I want to accept myself soon…